Brody Dalle's Battle With Post-Partum Depression: 'I Was A Mess'

"I played a terrible show in Perth last time,” Brody Dalle laughs, sitting cross-legged in a green room backstage at Perth Arena and reminiscing – as best she can – on her last venture Down Under. Her last trip to Australia in 2010 saw a short run of club shows in support of her new project at the time, Spinnerette, and shortly after, the project fell apart.

“I think I had drunk a whole bottle of vodka – I was really missing my kid at that point, so I was a mess. I don't actually remember the show… I'd kind of come out of post-partum depression, and I just didn't feel like myself; I kind of had a bit of an identity crisis, and it took me a moment to figure it out.”

Since first picking up a guitar over 20 years ago, Dalle's career hasn't slowed down, taking turns in every direction. Born and raised in Melbourne, it was at age 18, after several years fronting local act Sourpuss, that she packed her bags and flew to LA where she founded the band she's most well known for: The Distillers. After eight years of relentless touring which produced three albums, the band came to end in 2006, the same year Dalle gave birth to her first child, daughter Camille Harley Joan, with her husband, Queens Of The Stone Age frontman Josh Homme. Spinnerette was formed a year later, and its short-lived existence gave the impression that maybe Dalle's days of touring and making music had come to an end, or at least slowed down. But then, at the end of 2012, she announced a solo album in the works. And now, sitting backstage at Perth Arena, Dalle's finally back in the country, with a healthy perspective and balance between family and music, touring as the opening support on the Queens Of The Stone Age and Nine Inch Nails co-headline tour, with both of her kids in tow.

“The tour's been good – I mean, I haven't been home yet – I haven't been to Melbourne,” she says. Having left Australia in her teens and living in the US for almost 20 years, most of her Australian accent has dissolved. But, when she pronounces the name of her hometown, her native tongue bleeds in. “And I love Sydney – I could live there.”

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